Monday, August 22, 2005 today was suppose to be a meaningful event for both hamza & me.. but end up, it was filled with loads of tears running down my cheek and dashed all my dreams.. one year past, you asked for my hand and made me promise to stay truthful.. one year past, i started to build castle in the air and dreamt all the things that we should do together... one year past, i was trying to win your heart by that somebody.. now a year after, who is the one not being truthful? now a year after, all my dreams were smashed in the sky.. now one year after, you are still defending her instead of me... thank you so much for the hurtful gift, i am sure i will remember it. thank you so much for breaking my heart, i will mend it back alone without anyone noticing it. thank you so much for the words that you spurted out to me, i am sure it will be a distressful music to my ears. thank you so much for making me realize that good looks does play a huge part in relationship. but one thing you should remember, good looks sooner or later will fade away, but a heart of love and care will definitely stays. To my heart, Syed Hamza.. i will take what happened between us as a lesson for me to improve myself in our relationship.. there is still a long way to go for both of us. but i will always pray that no matter what comes between us, i will fight for it. coz i know, you are mine and i am yours.. i will continue loving you as always but for now, i will have to build back all the shattered dreams.. are you going to be with me Darling? together we man this boat of relationship... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!
sealed with a kiss
11:06 AM
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name: Easmariza
DoB: 25th June (remember it ya)
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