Different faces of me

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

he's back.. YEAH!! he have came back to my life.. please.. i beg to you, dun you ever go away again.. please...

sealed with a kiss
3:35 AM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

i miss him..

where are you sayang??
why aren't you returning any of my calls?
what have i done wrong????

sealed with a kiss
12:23 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

lama kan tak dengar lagu ni, ONE IN A MILLION? haha! *lame seh*

lagu ni specially for sayang Hamza. coz he is, one in a million to me la of course. muntah la semau korang..

tak tau la, lately, makin sayang pulak dgn si dia. kenapa eh? b, you have been extra special for me lately. you have been treating me in an extra way too.

i love you la sayang.. iza tak akan kecewa kan you.. i cuma nak tengok you happy aje. i tak nak you suffer anything with me..

on the other note..

aku akan dapat gaji lebih this month.. lebih2 sgt.. so everybody, say ALHAMDULILLAH...
so, b.. this month kita tengok wayang bole tak? nak tengok Dick & Jane. lama kita tak tengok wayang sesama..

wooi, list shopping panjang wooh..

k la, itu aje.. bye!

before i terlupa.. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOU QAD!!!

sealed with a kiss
12:13 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

am i pretty?

at the 1st place should i even care?

i've been trying hard to slim down.. but for what? keep thinking.. what do i actually wants to achieve if ever i get to trim down. recognition? ppl dog-whistling me? competition who's the prettiest? i dun even get to figure out what actually.

i have my dear who is always beside me. who likes & loves me more w/o me putting on make up. who still like & love me finish up al my food. who still like & love me for who i am. yes, that's it. love me for who i am.

so, should i fuss about slimming down? maybe i should but not to the extreme till i have to fall sick.

i want to be nice & pretty for him. not for others. i know ppl have been saying that me & him aren't compatible. he, the prince charming, whereas me, the ugly duckling.

but too bad yar, he's taken by me. and he loves me. hehe..

ppl perhaps never heard of the saying, opposites attract. and i have my own "theory" of couples. those who are handsome, will somehow get someone who is a lil bit on the "unprettier" side and vice versa. some of you might even notice aite?

so, Alhamdulillah.. for me, i get him.. THE HANDSOME ONE.. haha! too bad for you girls who are pretty, cool ya beside your not-so-handsome boyfriend.. *evil chuckles*

enough of the crap la..

for what i know is, I WANT TO SLIM DOWN still...

sealed with a kiss
10:27 AM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Happy 17th

Month-aversary for us!

hehe.. today, we celebrated the 17th month of us together.. kental seh.. aniwei, it may be the 17th month, but i feel that we have been together for like eternity. with the love, the fights, the get-together, the arguments.. every joy & sorrow, through thick & thin, we are still stick to each other.

i know, that it is still a long way to go for both of us, but we, or particularly me, have been praying that we will still be together till the day that we are officially called man & wife.

i love him.. love hurts, but he still in my heart and mind.

to you Sayang..

Where ever i go,

What ever i do,

i carry a little part of you with me right in the center of my heart....

sealed with a kiss
2:36 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

okay..start from today, dated 18th January 2006, I , Easmariza Binte Mohamed Yunos, will not have my dinner after 8, will cut down on my eating, will make a promise to slim down.

i've discovered that i gained weight A LOT!! farking lot. now, ppl have started noticing how my tummy bulging out and that my ass have become slimmer. so? the fats from my bottom have been transfered to the front. and it's farking awful. yuckies!!!!!!!

even Dearest said that i'm fat. :'( and he supports my intention on slimming down.. thanks a gaziliion! dun feed me with more junks ya.haha.

and now, i am wearing a "bengkung" wrap around my tummy. it's painful i tell ya. hardly to breath. but for the sake of a slimmer me, i do it still..

haiz,
i would like to look slender,
i would like to look prettier,
i would like to look more presentable..

i would like to see a more (beautiful) me!!

guess it will take some time ya..

to think that today for lunch, i had 2 packets of nasi bungkus. and it's a bomb babe. *sigh*

sealed with a kiss
12:07 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Congratulation to my Bestest friend, Nadiah for being promoted to become a Teacher. Weeeeeee!!! am so happy for her. and now she's as same level as me. she progresses a lot. unlike me, have been slacking and my records have been down. so? hehe. as long as i get to get my Diploma, i'm happy. coz after that, i'll say Sayonara!!! can't wait for that moment.

and to Liesa, she's too been up as a Teacher coz her teaching partner decided to transfer herself to other branch. good for you lady..

us, the teachers.. Teacher Easma, Teacher Nadiah, Teacher Nana & Teacher Liesa.

i love seeing my friend progresses. i definitely love seeing Aida managing us. she's formerly is just like me, a teacher. but now, she's my senior teacher. and i am amazed by how she carries herself with the responsibility given to her. Kudos for you too..

and now left me alone w/o anybody noticing... every time i did something good, ppl won't notice, but my slightest mistake is like being magnified so the whole world can gawked at me.. pity me..

anyhoos, i dun give a damn right now about what ppl sees in me. if they decide to credit me, thank you. but if they decide to butt me off, by all means. afterall, ppl are indispensible. therefore, read between my fingers... WHATEVER!

what am i crapping in here? nah, just talking cock coz nothing else to do.. anyway, siapa nak sambal goreng pengantin besok angkat tangan!!

yada yada yada.. am feeling useless and wanting to quit everythin that i am doing.. AaaAaaArrrrRRrggGGhhhHh!!!!

sealed with a kiss
2:50 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

ello sayang.. i know you're reading this..

what i want to say to you is......................

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!

say you love me too can??

sealed with a kiss
9:58 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Happy Birthday Sayang!!!!!!!!!

today is Sayang's ehem ehem birthday.. bole disclose age ke? hehe..

Iza doakan abang panjang umur, murah rezeki and sejahtera hidup selalu. Iza sayang banget kat you..

utk semua, tau tak apa yg aku kasi kat dia?

meh, kita tengok gambar..

dia cuba membuka present..

tadaa.. apa tu? senyum malu nampak?
Sony PSP la.. hehe..

oklah sayang, i hope you suka dgn apa yg iza beri. i still tak dapat beri you your perfect birthday celebration.. but i do like the fact yg kita celebrate with your family and dapat solat bejemaah sesama.. mcm dah satu family gitu.. *shy*

tak pe, lain kali bday i hadiah kan motor pulak k. hehe..

sealed with a kiss
3:40 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006

me with sayang hamza

ada aje yg mengganggu

Romi, Ammar & Hamza.. Romi, our Singapore Idol! woohoo!

Hammad, Shahrul & Mail

Ayub & Zul

alah kalau dua org ni nak bergambar aje..

tengok mana2 pergi mesti ada gambar Ammar tau..

aku mencuri makanan org.. hehe.. kak alia tengok aje..

ooi, kambing terlepas ke?

la.. baru cakap ayik bergambar siap nak bunuh diri pulak..

ceh, mail training nak suap kan alia.. lagi 4 bulan lagi..

sharkfin soup..suka la korang.. makanan mahal..

amboi siap best lagi.. tgn siapa agaknye.. siapa bole teka??

sayang jadi hantu cina..

abg2 OP/XR dah jadi abg2 kereta pulak?

kak ayu & abg hammad.. ustaz & ustazah.

mail & alia..

nevertheless.. we, MJ had our bit of happiness when our birthday boy belanja makan!! yeah!! coz mlm ni jugak la yg kita dapat near to full strength cuma tak ada Dee & Liz. jadi we headed down to Masai.. tapi apakan daya, Masai masih belum bukak lagi so kita makan la kat Mak's Place.

sealed with a kiss
2:21 AM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun..

one of our friends, abg rizal telah kembali ke rahmatullah. sama2 kita membacakan alfatihah semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

Al-Fatihah.

sealed with a kiss
4:19 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

kita ni boleh diibaratkan sebagai model Giordano Muslimah.. wakaka!

para model : Nana, Liesa & Riza.

sealed with a kiss
11:20 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

i miss my hair.. *sob* nevertheless.. my new hair colour is nice.. but wait for another 3 months.. gonna bleach & highlight it with.... em, let me see.. hehe.. berangan aje..

aniwei, Selamat Eid Haji.. hehe..

am feeling so sickly now..

sealed with a kiss
9:13 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

we splurge on something expensive. i mean, it's expensive for both of us.. it may be no big deal for some people. but it does matter to me.. but whatever it is, thanks darling.. i love you so much!!

that's all.. can't wait to get my hands on it.. but i think B, it's better you use it alone.. or with your sisters. aniwei, it's your hard-earned money.. i am happy you can actually afford the luxury..

sealed with a kiss
3:13 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006

Tiada secantik bahasamu
Ku gubah lalu menjadi lagu
Tidak setanding paras
Wajahmu itu menjadi rindu

Andainya bulan retak seribu
Bayangmu ada di mana-mana
Jika kaca berderai
Luka tertusuk
Seluruh jiwa
Kita pun diibaratkan
Kasih suci yang bahagia
Aku turut merasakan
Mahligai yang jadi nyata..bersamamu

Pertama dan kaulah selamanya
Riwayat yang menghikayat cinta
Kasih jangan biarkan
Kata yang nista
Membakar kita

Kata janji bukan ukuran
Hanya sejati dalam diri
Kuburkan aku dihatimu
Demi cinta sebelum mati
Sejauh manapun terpisah
Kau dihatiku dan ku sama
Dalam tidur dalam terjaga
Ku ucapkan salam sejahtera

untuk mu yg tersayang...

sealed with a kiss
1:21 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

okay many things to update.. mostly pictures. hehe.. well let me start from the day on Christmas. abg sdra ku, Md Zunnasri bersanding on that day with his bride Sabariah. wow! cantik seh diorg dua.. best sekali.. so kita tengok gambar dulu ok?

25th December 2005

my family with the bride & groom..

Md Zunnasri & Sabariah

i discovered that this handsome boy is my cousin.. he's cute! he's on top of my list.

amek berkat pengantin.. mana tau terpercik seri nye kan..

ini gambar utk hari tu la kan.. nak ingat balik, malas la.. hehe.. apa pun, iza doakan kamu berdua kekal selamanya..

now the next day..

26th December 2005.

berpiknik bersama MJ.. datang lambat coz kene kerja pagi nya.. apa pun, kita tetap enjoy!! pictures pls..

on the way there from Jurong.. wah! kene $25 seh..

gambar apa ni??

abg2 macho OP ~ Ocean's Pacific.
mat2 OP & seorg minah OP sesat..

yes ah.. XR nye pasal.. YAAAAMSENG!!

ini group rilek... maintain amek gambar aje..

Marjuanis berposing.

Marjuanas ye la tu.. hehe..

wow! partner2 amek gambar? best nye!!

next is bro Ariff's wedding. i should say that his wedding is such a blast!!!!! it's incredible. it's the wedding of the year!!! yes! bro, can put up the pics eh??

the gorgeous bride, Mrs Ariff or Mdm Suhaida.

the man himself on stage singing like you from KRU. am i right?

him taking her to the dais.

them, the perfect couple.

another performance by him for his lovely wife.

us with AB Shaik, host for the night.

me with hafeez, host for the night too..

i doa kan, bro Ariff & sis Aida a blessful marriage till eternity.

phew! *panting* that's for today's post. i just let my pictures do the talking.. so hope it's ok la eh.

sealed with a kiss
4:00 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

i am back. my connection is now OK!! Yahoo!!! well, will update soon.. got lots of story & pics to be posted. yup! so happy!!

aniwei, it's not too late right to wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! oi, dah basi la..

sealed with a kiss
2:43 PM