Different faces of me

Saturday, November 18, 2006

i am so confused by his actions. apa yg dia nak ni dari aku? tak cukup ke hati aku dia lukakan?? apa lagi yg dia nak aku buat.

dia mintak password msn, aku bagi. dia mintak aku delete frenster, aku delete. dia mintak aku delete Hi5, aku delete. dia mintak aku buang kawan2 aku, ada yg aku buang.. jadi apa lagi yg tak cukup? bila aku da buat itu semua utk dia, he can still give me the silent treatment. apa seh? sampai bila seh aku nak tolerate diri dia. bila dia suka, dia cari. bila dia rasa dia ada problem, da hamput aku mcm2, tinggal kan aku.

bila da ok, baik2 balik dgn aku. dia ingat aku patung? then now, bila aku berbual dgn kawan aku, ckap mcm2 la. aku perempuan murah la apa la.. jgn salah kan aku kalau aku buat gini. u asked for it!! and jgn sesekali kau ckap yg aku yg hancurkan hati kau! hati aku yg da remuk ni mcm mana? senang2 kau ingat bole baik?

kau ingat aku bole lupa mcm mana kau tinggal kan aku utk perempuan tu? mcm mana perempuan tu menyusahkan kau pun kau sanggup nak sayang dia.. kau letak aku tepi bulat2 tanpa cakap apa2. kau biarkan aku kerinduan sendiri. kau biarkan hidup aku sengsara. ada kau tau itu semua???

then now, bila dia da tak nak lagi kat kau, kau datang balik merangkak kat aku. aku sedia terima kau. tapi ingat la.... hati ni susah nak baik.. the images of you and her is still fresh in my mind. mcm mana aku lihat korang mesra. mcm mana aku lihat korang berpelukan.. it so hurting!!!!! pls..

my love for you will never be the same.. susah nak build up the trust, susah nak build up the love of 2 years balik kukuh semula..

i really pity the guys whom i rejected. so sorry. i am not the ideal girl that you guys looking for. hati aku da keras.. hati aku da mcm batu.. i dun noe if ever i can love someone ever again....

sealed with a kiss
2:50 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

heya everybody.. hehe.. lama tak update kan? asyik letak gambar aje.. today decide to update betul2 la coz rasanya mcm byk kerja da selesai.. hehe..

okay 1st, still remember what phone model am i using? try Nokia 6280? but guess what ppl, aku da tukar lagi.. org kata aku tukar hp mcm tukar baju la kan.. tahun ni aje da berkali2 tukar..

hehe.. tukar sony ericsson plak ah.. bila tengok2 balik kan, rasa nye aku ni mcm downgrade pulak.. but this phone is much more better than yg lama tu..senang nak main mp3. gambar senang nak manage. mcm2 ah.

ok enough of the phone.

now, done with my practicum.. Alhamdulillah, my practicum supervisor, Mdm Zahara gave me a very very touching remarks about me. how she says she is very proud of me. how she looks highly on me. how she.... i dunno. when i did my evaluation,siap aku nangis. sbb terharu sgt. ye la, gembeng la kan.. then fikir, at last, i'm a diploma graduate. after so long... and now, Alhamdulillah. itu aje la mampu aku ckap..

and this week is the meet-parents-session. but Iman do it differently. we made this like as though it's a mini fair. kecoh giler dgr budak2 jual barang.. my class jual air bandung.. but our bandung special tau. Bandung jagung & Bandung lychee. hehe.. style kan? manyak untung loh gua jual ini air.. hehe. profit aku buat, lebih2 dari cost kita. bangga la kan budak2 nye. seronok!

haiz, da nak habis skola kan. this thursday gi Sentosa with the chn.. BEST!!! and next yr, aku take K2 and playgroup! best seh.. rindu aku nak jaga playgroup.. da nak plan ah nak letak apa kat class. haha!

okay la, malas la pulak nak type panjang2. mlm ni bole tido nyenyak!!! SLC aku da bis!!

sealed with a kiss
9:35 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

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sealed with a kiss
11:11 PM