Different faces of me

Friday, September 30, 2005

baru balik dari masai kerana kita dijemput utk hadir.. ada jamuan free la beb.. hehe.. thanks kpd belated birthday man, ammar aggi atas jamuan free tu ye... i had nasi pattaya.. kenyang nye... hehe...

setelah lama tak jumpa mereka, terubat rasanye rindu.. dgn sisters dan brothers semua.. mcm extra becok aku hari ni.. alah, tak penting la tu sume..

besok celebrate children's day.. hmm, class ku penuh dgn belon2. best! tapi yg tak best nye, suppose this month dapat bonus, tapi tak ada.. sad sia. there's no celebration ah..

hmm.. ingat bole la simpan utk persiapan raya, hampeh siot gini.. tak pe, what you give you get back ah..

lalala... extra happy seh.. tak tau kenapa... mungkin sbb tengok Sayang happy aku happy tak? dia happy kalau aku turun masai. but, still kita tak banyak berbual tadi.. dia hantar aku pun sampai bawah aje.. tak kisah la kan..

eh, nak gosok baju la.. kang besok lambat..

sealed with a kiss
2:05 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

ahai kembang kiambang merah jambu
terapung apung atas tasik cini
kelopak mu ibarat papan gelungsur si pari pari
akar mu menghurai bak mayang sari
tempat ikan bermain sembunyi sembunyi
itu segumpal hati
ahai ahai bersenandung sayu bernyanyi nyanyi.....

"Salah sekecil debu dipandang seluas bumi
silap setapak kuman dipandang langkah gergasi"

"Yang indah dipandang ,yang indah diperhati
yang tidak terpampang, itu tak dipeduli..."

sealed with a kiss
8:00 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Asalamualaikum Girl...
Em..aku saje2 je msg kau nie.. every time aku masuk friendster, aku mesti looking forward to see on ur photos..hehe..Ntah eh..Tgk gmbr2 kau cam attitude la.hehe..
then aku rase kau masih cam dulu..aku cube cari perubahan yang ader kat kau tapi takde lah..
"Kau masih seperti dulu..."
hehe..cume kau makin kurus je la..
Emm..Bile tgk2, sikit demi sikit teringat aku waktu dolu-dolu yang kiter masih rapat. kiki..
How i wish dapat ulang balik masa..Tapi ape leh wat...memory tetap kekal sebagai memori..Hidup mesti ke depan..heheee..
Cume aku nak ko tau walau bape ramai pun kawan baru aku, aku tetap ingat kau& kenangan2 kiter..
Jgnkn kau, alamat umah kau pun aku ingat.hehehe...oklah..terfeeling2 plak aku..hehe..
pape pn take care k..
enjoy ur life to the fullest..pandai2 cari teman idup.. k?..
& ingat..hepi, hepi jugak ... Agama jgn simpan dalam poket k.. : )
Miss u terribly..

thanks Tini for the sweet message you sent me through friendster.. Aku pun masih ingat kenangan2 kita sesama.. mcm mana selalu kita gi skola sesama, balik sesama.. amek no. org sesama.. hehe.. banyak lagi sesama la.. ingat lagi tak nama kita sesama? Kareasma.. hehe.. ada2 aje kan kita dulu.. those were the days..

sampai satu masa, kita cuba cari kawan yg lain utk temani hidup kita.. kau dgn aku dah tak begitu rapat.. terus terang aku cakap, waktu kau pergi kat kawan yg lain, aku jeles waktu tu.. sbb aku tak suka kawan baik aku org amek.. berapa kental nye diri aku dulu kan.. kau kawan dgn budak2 baik, aku pulak, dgn budak2 nakal.. kawan2 kau pergi sesama dgn kau belajar kat luar negeri, kawan2 aku semua termasuk aku, masih kat sini lagi.. tak kisah, aku tetap sambung belajar kat sini..

kita selalu pergi rumah masing2.. haha!! buat benda merepek pun sesama.. banyak sangat kenangan kita kan.. aku selalu kalau nak naik mrt kat simei, mesti aku jenguk rumah kau. nak aje aku pekik nama kau, tapi kau tak ada kat sini..

kau pun jaga diri baik2 k.. belajar rajin2 jangan ngorat anak bujang orang pulak. kot nanti tersangkut.. ( ke dah tersangkut eh?) hehe..

balik sini, contact lah aku k.. aku tak tukar no. rindu kat kau jugak!!!

sealed with a kiss
11:45 AM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

sebelum ku kenalimu
hidupku cukup ngan suka duka
tak pernahku sangka semuanya akan berubah
dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini
tak mungkinku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi
bagaikan satu kisah cinta kita berdua ke mana
asyik berpegangan tangan orang lain dilupakan
apa terjadi, diriku ni masih tertekan
hati dilukai setelah janji ditunaikan
tiap kali ku fikir, tiada guna bersedih
rakan-rakan katakan buang masa ku cintai
dikau punca pedihku, tiada baik darimu
tiada langsung yang benar dalam ungkapan bibirmu

kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku begini
kenapa harus ku tanggung semua
kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa aku diperbodohkan kasih

tak mungkin ku lupa kali pertama bersua
tak sangka, dikau kan menjadi pedih yang kan dalami jiwa
siang malam termenung, sedih memakan hati
tak pernah ku ingat ku boleh diluka begini
namun ku cekal hatiku, tuk melupakanmu
ku tahu kau begitu
malas ku nak rayu, buang tenagaku
kau takkan mendengarku
selamat tinggal oh kasih
janganlah iri hati
hidup baru kan mula bila terbitnya mentari

kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
kenapa harus ku merayu
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa harus ku dikecewakan kasih

kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
kenapa harus ku merayu
kenapa ku bercinta
kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu
kenapa harus ku merayu
kenapa ku bercinta
kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
kenapa harus ku percaya
kenapa ku bercinta
kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu
kasih…

sekian lama telah ku simpan rasa ini di hati
baru kini ku berani tuk mengatakan oh sayang
dikau punca segala, kepedihan di hatiku
tak ingin lagi ku lihat wajahmu di hadapanku

sealed with a kiss
10:55 AM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

in the mood for green. today is the 15th day in the month of Syaaban.. hmm.. another 15 more days we are goin to start fasting. for 2 years straight, i was able to fast for the whole month. Alhamdulillah. hopefully this year i will be granted the chance again to do so.

today with my babes at work had an agreement on wearing a "makcik2" tudung to work. ya, just for the fun of it. but end up all 5 of us who made the agreement looked nice on it.. hehe.. dun believe me? look at the pic below..

people said that we look like kumpulan marhaban.. at least it's better than they called us Minah isn't it? haha.. but better return it back to school as this is the school's property.. shhh....

took few more shots with my children and other stuffs. let me show you some ya..

me with the forever manja, Nuryn Irdina. love her!

me with the used to be quite, Abdul wafiy. he's a boy with lots of mysteries.. hehe..

ohh.. my cutie pie, Md Shahmi. he's my second favourite in my class for Session 1. there's few more.. oops! no favouritism allowed am i right? but who cares! i love him!!!

suppose he fetch me home from work.. but ended up, have to go back home alone. called him a few times but to no avail. sms-ed him too but no reply. so decided to just take the bus home. when i was about to board the bus, received a call from him. he's in the motor shop doing.. i dunno. i asked him to just go home and forgets about fetching me home.. geez! i miss him ya know.

and now as i am cleaning up my room for the last time before my room being revamp, he's out there going to JB with his friends from his workplace. ya, have fun outside and take care..

i am so bored!!

sealed with a kiss
12:40 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

today is exactly 12 years since my adik tinggalkan me.. i'm so sad. coz that adik is the one i'm waiting for. i picked the name, i shopped for his thing. i really looked forward for him. mama knows it too.

but she hid it from me that adik might have complications after his birth. mama asked me to hold and kiss him for how long i wanted. and i did. but because that time i am still young, the nurse discourage me from holding him for too long. his smell & scent really touched my heart. and the nurse took him away from me. upon seeing that mama cried coz she knew i will not be able to see him again. thank goodness, i kept his face saved in my mind forever...

that night, i fell terribly sick. people were worried sick for me. i refuse to eat, all i did was thinking of my adik though i'm down with a very high fever. then came the phone call.. it's from abang. mak picked up the phone and said; Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun. upon hearing that, i asked, who passed away. they declined to tell me so.

nenek hugged me tightly and said that adik had passed away. i cried hysterically. i cannot accept the fact that he's gone. during that time, i am willing to exchange places with him. let him live, and let me be in his place. but no, that would not happen. people are also sad.. coz they know, that is my adik..

not easmael's adik, but easmariza's lil bro. EasmaDzulfiqar.. such a beautiful name.

cancelled my meeting with dearie. spent my evening on the sejadah to read for adik yaasin..

semoga roh adik dicucuri rahmat..

sealed with a kiss
12:40 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

16 September 1993.

lahirlah seorang bayi yang selama ini ditunggu2 oleh keluarga.
lahirlah seorang anak yang diharap akan menjadi seorang berguna apabila dia dewasa kelak.
lahirlah seorang adik yang selama ini dinantikan oleh seorang kakak.
lahirlah seorang cucu yang akan menjadi penyeri keluarga.

tetapi sayang,
bayi yang dilahirkan itu, tidak hidup lama.
adik yang diharapkan akan pergi jua.
anak yang diharapkan, meninggal pergi.
cucu yang dinanti, tak akan kembali.

EasmaDzulfiqar Bin Mohamed Yunos..
kakak masih lagi teringat akan dirimu adik,
kakak tak dapat melupakan dirimu sayang,
kakak masih tak dapat menerima hakikat yang adik sudah tiada,
kakak teramat rindu kan adik..

tiada apa yang kakak dapat jadikan utk menjadikan ia memori kita bersama..
tiada potret utk kakak tatap utk melihat wajah adik kesayangan kakak..
tiada apa yg boleh kakak dakap utk bersama mu manja..

hanya apa yang masih terngiang2 ialah..
melihat wajahmu yang suci tidur nyenyak seperti tidak tahu bahawa kau akan pergi meninggalkan kami,
mendukungmu seerat nya seakan tidak mahu melepaskan mu sayang, mencium mu seakan kakak tak akan memberi ciuman kasih seorang kakak kepada adik yang lain,
harum bau mu yang masih terbau walaupun hingga ke hari ini..

Adik.. kakak rindukan adik.. rindu sangat..

kakak doakan adik ada bersama2 orang2 yg soleh.. kerana senyumlah adik ku sayang, tempat mu sudah dijamin di syurga.. Alhamdulillah.
Adik ku manja, jangan lah kamu lupa akan mama dgn ayah, sekiranya mereka pergi bertemu dgn Yang Maha Esa, bawalah mereka bersama sayang.. bawalah mereka mengecap bahagia di akhirat sana.. hanya doamu bersama abang Anwar, dapat membawa ayah & mama mengecapi nikmat bahagia di syurga...

Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih Maha Penyayang,
Sejahterakanlah roh adik beradik ku
EasmaDzulfiqar Bin Mohamed Yunos & Anwar Bin Mohamed Yunos.
tempatkanlah mereka bersama2 kekasih mu Ya Allah.
serta rahmatilah dan sejahterakanlah roh seluruh ahli keluarga, saudara mara, sahabat handai, muslimin&muslimat yang telah meninggalkan dunia yg fana ini sebelum kami.. tempatkanlah mereka di tempat orang2 yang mendapat rahmat dan meghfirah mu Ya Allah.
Aamin Ya Rabbal 'Alamiin... Al-Fatehah.

sealed with a kiss
12:20 PM

how true is the songs from our very own composer cum singer cum whatever he wants to be.. to me, i appreciate all his penworks. it's rare to see a Malay writes a song in a very creative way. though some of the song, can be offensive to some people, but if you guys do it the right way, tak yah la terasa kan..

as i was bloghopping, i came across the owner of these songs.. from the way i see it, he's just a normal guy who expresses his feelings using his best of knowledge, through his music. and i say, thumbs up to you..

i really like the tak senonoh, minah & the mat tappered song. very true yet few of us notice. ok la.. enough of Hafiz As'ari.. keep up the standard and all the best!!

sealed with a kiss
12:00 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

hello.. got to know about this song today.. straight away i host it. how do you find it??

basically, this song is about Minah Tudung.. ya, about people like me.. wearing tudung. and definitely this singer is anti-tudung i suppose.

listening to it, mcm terasa pun ada.. tapi nak buat mcm mana.. it's the fact. but the singer could sing it a little more gentler if he could.. quit the bodoh thing..

about the baju ketat2, well, no comment. mak bapak aku dah berbuih pesan pun masih tak endah... tapi skrg dah baik sikit ah.. insap tu ada jugak..

about cucuk sana sini, tu saya no comment also. sbb i sendiri memang tak bertindik & i really dislike girls with tudung to tindik2 esp at tempat2 selain telinga..

about the rambut perang, hey! my main pic ni setakat di spray ok. tak colour langsung! so part ni, tak terasa..

about the going to club, itu melampau.. kalau dah nak sampai masuk club, aku pun cakap kat minah2 ni, tudung tu bungkus nasi lemak aje la..

about muka decent, aku memang decent tapi tak nonsense.. haha!!

about goyang pantat, judge yourself la.. sedangkan kalau perempuan pakai baju labuh pun, mata lelaki tetap nak tengok.. tu lelaki judge la ye..

about tattoo, masya Allah..

about this song overall, ok la.. cuma kalau bole berlembut la sikit k..

peace out**

sealed with a kiss
12:50 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

i have received many queries about how to host your mp3 or your mpeg on your blog.. as the nature of a teacher, i will share the knowledge with you guys and anybody who visits my blog.. this audio hosting is definitely no spam.

here are the steps:

you need to be a registered member of AngelFire. how to do that? visits www.angelfire.com.
after you are registered, click on WebShell.
upload your mp3 or mpeg to the file upload section.
wait for a moment as AngelFire tries to upload your file.
click on the file uploaded and click "edit".
later on you will see the html for it.
go to your blog account and go to template. go to edit template.. alah, tempat biasa nak edit2 barang tu..
type this in: embed src="http:www.angelfire.com"/click your user name/your id/your song.mp3 or mpeg"LOOP="-1" AUTOSTART="true" width="128" height="128" remember to open and close it with <&>
tak faham lagi?? alamak eh.. kalau tak faham jugak, tag me, i'll help further.

hope the explanation answers your questions and good luck in uploading it. Thanks to my friend, AISYAH who taught me how to do it. well,seeking knowledge is never ending..

peace out**

sealed with a kiss
1:50 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Cancer- very emotional , like to talk ,Energetic, goofy and great in bed!!

hehe.. as you all know, i'm a cancerian.. anybody agrees to the statement above that cancerian is??

let me check:

Very emotional - checked

likes to talk - definitely, checked

Energetic - hell yeah!, checked

Goofy - Easmariza?? i sure do, checked

Great in bed - hmm.. yet to be tested. haha!!

after a few days of ups & downs, finally everything settled as it should be. about the conflict, thanks for advising me about what to do if i were to bump to that stupid biatch..

about me @ my workplace, hmmm.. dunno.. i'm still hurt about it and i will continue to slack due to that!! haha!!

the assignment, i am done with it. yeah! my lecturer said that i presented very well in the presentation and the lesson plan prepared was done very detailed and done professionally. yoohoo!! feel proud of myself for a moment there. so to those who thinks that i could not do a good lesson plan, maybe perhaps the standard for you people is low compared to my standard. i do for professionals whereas you guys did it for amatuer.. *pissed off*

went out with him today.. and i spent like nobody business.. but all of my money were spent on FOOD!!

after my course, went to mukmin to buy goreng pisang.. sedap kau!! beli tak agak2. berapa banyak, tak yah cakap la ye..

then jumpa hamza, mama suro beli kan makan, so aku pun pergi la kedai makan 501 bedok tu beli kan nasi sambal goreng 3 bungkus, nasi ayam 2 bungkus dan cemil2an lain nye..

kelua lagi, skrg nak lantak kan hamza pulak.. pergi pasir ris white sand, pergi magic wok.. dia beli chicken fried kuay teow, aku biasak ah beef hor fun jugak.. take away. turun gi old chang kee beli curry puffs, carrot cake and.. apa eh? lepas tu pergi sebelah nye pulak pergi McD, beli large fries. then pergi sebelah nye lagi pergi Delifrance pulak, beli pizza tahiti ke apa tu dgn croissant chocolate..

then balik bedok, gi pulak 7-11 kat rumah aku tu, beli big gulp besak punya air ice lemon tea campur vanilla coke. nak mati ka?

then kita makan or should i say, lantak la berdua.. nak maut kita habis kan makanan. sbb dua2 tgh stress kan... habis pulak ni. see the stomach la beb.. hehe..

then dok berbual kosong, ye la... lama tak buat gitu.. sampai time balik.. hmm.. best la dia hari ni.. rilek aje.. aku nye lagi jumpa dgn muka tak ber-make up, malu ah.

skrg ni, tgh fikiran nak buat idea web mcm mana.. monday nak kene hantar. lp pun aku kene buat. kot nanti pengsan pulak aku.. dah ngantuk banget ini.. ok la, gue tidurin dulu ya.. da..

sealed with a kiss
2:15 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Jujurlah padaku
bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkanlah aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
Selamanya....

sealed with a kiss
1:52 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

my day started as early as 730 jut now.. yeye smlm konon lepas cuci dapur sume, nak step bole make it bangun kul 6.. ha kau, woke up at 7. 1st word that came out of my mouth, SHIT!! I'M LATE!!! mana tak nye, have to be in school at 730 sharp. apa lagi, mandi koboi ah, siap2 muka tak make up, naik teksi.. waduh!! pakcik pulak tak ada change pagi2 ni, terpaksa pinjam bia duit..nanti easma bayar balik ok.

today there was a rehearsal for the chn of K2 for their kidz fiesta at Meritus Mandarin Hotel. this year, aku rilek.. laid back aje unlike last year when i'm in charge of the technical. this year, i'm unsure of my duty actually. so jadi tukang sorak aje la.. lagi best!! haha!! konon kasi chance utk yg junior handle.. hak puih ah!

then went back to centre at 1 pm. chn were dismiss at 2. then here my actual day started..

initial plan was to help dearie to exchange his modem with his sister, Sh.Najiha. called her up and made arrangement with her. then received a call from sweetie, he asked me to wait for him coz he'll be going. la pulak.. mangkernye ada plan dgn nana & nadiah.. dah kene bilang diorg masa-elah nye.. nasib diorg ok.

slipped out of my workplace AGAIN and met him outside. went back to his house to take the modem. when dah nak kelua ni, his mother called, "ummi" la kan. dah atas motor ni, "ummi" asked to take the mrt instead to Somerset. "ummi" takut kalau dia kene saman ke apa, alpaham point tinggal berapa aje.. he was reluctant at first. aku tengking kan sikit jgn jadi degil bole tak.. dengar cakap mak la sikit. coz i'm the one who believe, when your mum has this bad feeling about something, heed her advice. so, dia pun park motor kat ya salam. aku matair dia, tak kan aku tak tau dia punye penat kan.. coz he's from Jalan Bahar, apalagi, aku pun suro naik teksi. degil lagi ni.. aku terus tahan teksi suro dia masuk.. kok nak degil lagi..

dlm teksi, terus flat seh dia.. mesti la kan penat dia tu.. itu pun kata aku tak jaga dia dgn betul.. dah sampai ComCentre, pergi customer service and the lady kat sana cakap, actually he need not to exchange the modem, coz he just need to purchase a PCI-card ke apa la.. dah kene gi Funan Centre pulak.. dia nak jalan gi sana from Somerset. gila ke apa? aku dah la dgn high heel seh. aku suro naik teksi lagi, tgh2 hari, dia dgn uniform and berjaket, tak ke panas membara kat dlm. bergaduh dgn aku. degil tak nak naik teksi.. aku yg bayar, apa aku kisah kan.. dah tu, dia sendiri tak tahan, naik jugak teksi..

cari kedai comp, beli la benda ala tu.. nasib murah. around 20 bucks. then aku call si nadiah, tanya kalau dia jadi gi jalan.. jadi la kan.. aku suro hamza balik naik teksi lagi.. jadi tak penat kan dia, tak nak, dia nak naik mrt jugak. gasak you la B.. aku top up kan ez link dia and kita berpisah di tgh "persimpangan". hehe.. had this guilt in me for not being there for him and followed him home. but dah janji dgn nana sume. matair nak, kawan pun nak.. jadi setelah berfikir panjang, aku decide utk jalan dgn kawan.. at least tanggungjawab aku dgn matair dah selesai jugak.. kot nanti bergaduh pulak kalau dia bingit2.

so met nadiah, nana & ain at Orchard MRT. dari Orchard ke Tampines, ke Bedok, ke Orchard(Somerset) ke City Hall ke Orchard balik then ke bedok.. haha!! wah!! berbulan seh tak turun orchard dgn kawan2, esp dgn nadiah..

terus kita gi Far East amek gambar kat MyPlayground. best la gambar dia, cantik2!! nak gi dgn Sayang satu hari nanti.. kecoh la kita kat sana. aku kalau dgn nadiah, menjadi la kita.. :)

then dah pusing2, gi makan kat Puncak, biasak ah, tempat makan fav. aku makan apa lagi, Beef Hor Fun ah. sedap giler!! hmm.. lepas tu balik.. sekejap jugak kan tu.. amek gambar2 sume, you all can view it under jalan dgn kawan2 ke Orchard or something like that.. tengok la kerja gile kita..

now, tak tau kalau2 Sayang dah ok belum dgn comp dia.. hmmm.. aku yg fikiran..

sealed with a kiss
1:47 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
Dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
Bukan sumpah atau janji

Buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
Setulus hatimu bisa menerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkanlah aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
selamanya......

sealed with a kiss
1:25 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

came back at 11 from having dinner with my MJ family. but 1st, let me tell ya bout work kays..

work sux to the max today. lots of things need to be out, but were given last min. i forgot to mark the chn's paper for stupid me thinks that i need to return their folder by the end of term 4. geez, easma where have you been?? then were questioned by Mr Omar about crafts that the chn did. and i was upset down the drain about it. then after cleaning up my classroom and arranged the chairs in the M&M coz there's gonna be a briefing by E-Ventions International about their trip to Cherating,Pahang. i quickly slipped out of my workplace to get home early.

met my MJ family under my block as they fetched me by car to Beach Road. Yummy!! had bone steak there. the last time i had bone steak at Beach Road was during the time i'm with Phyne Ballerz. had a great laugh there. oops, only 8 of us manage to go.. Hammad&Ayu, Iza& Hamza, Alia& Mail, Dee & Ayub.

all thanks to our First Lady as for treating us for the sumptous meal. THANKS A LOT!!! then we head back to send me home & they continue their journey to JB.

miss talking with my sweetie pie. he said that if by 130 am he did not call me, meaning he's still out with his friends. okay B.. it's ok. dunno if i got to meet him tomorrow & dunno if i get to meet him on Sunday. coz he wants to work on sunday as to get off on the following monday as he's gonna be installing his broadband net.. *sigh*

now hoping to at least get the chance to chat with him.. I LoVE You!!

sealed with a kiss
3:35 PM

Friday, September 02, 2005

Happy Teacher's Day to every teachers in the world!! i missed updating yesterday's event..

31st August 2005

We had our Teacher's day celebration at Danga Bay, Johore. the journey there were stressful as we are too tired to celebrate actually. but as all people know, we in Tampines will always put on all our energy for any company's events. while others are sleeping, we MAGGi, started to have a sing-a-long to kill the boredom. it's fun actually. yeah.. all the way to Johore. we reached JB at around 730 pm. cleared the checkpoint and made our way to the venue.

Danga Bay is similar to our Esplanade. but ours are far better off. we saw the ship that are booked for us. but too bad, we have to wait. what sia? all of us were practically menyumpah as we have not even touched any food yesterday since morning. all we have was a glass of water. the day at the centre were hectic.

we managed to board the ship only at 9 pm. fuyo!! lambat sia. fortunately the people that sat on the same table as me is Nana, Nadiah, Nisa, Liesa, Mdm zab, tchr halimah & cik kas.. quite fun though. upon aboarding, we were welcomed by our two directors, Mr Adi & Mr Shah. the cabin was superb, so nice!!

we were invited to dinner as we were all was so so so hungry and thank Allah that the food yesterday i can eat. only the tom yam soup and the squid. but my favourite dish is the Lamb Chop black pepper. voila!! the dish is superb. Nana & me had our second serving of that. yummy!! the rest was tasteful too..

our branch have to perform first for the inter-branch competition. and we won the second place!! we were delighted coz we or rather me wanted so much for the Katong branch to win. their performance is enjoyable & fun. while ours is still not bad. last year katong done so lame and so slow they got got last.. but they bucked up and show us what they can do. kudos for them!! we, tampines, the "kakak" branch, give way for our "adik". last year we won the 1st place. 2nd is not too bad too.

as for the awards, i managed to get the "Best classroom management". buat lawak la ni award. i was so so so unexpected. but Alhamdulillah. but i still think that the award should be given to someone else. this year i admit, i do not show that i'm doing my job well. meaning i don't really show to the heads & management what i really do. coz they have this thinking that "oh.. tchr easma always playful. she can't be doing any serious thing.." and therefore, they don't see my performance. well, this year, i don't go for the fame or awards. even the gifts from the children is much more lesser than the previous year.. what i do is for the children and for me it's a tanggungjawab yg harus dipikul yg diberikan oleh Allah s.w.t. this awards is a mere recognition but who really sees what we are doing is the Creator Himself.. so, maybe i don't get the recognition here, but insyaAllah with the childrens' doas, i will get the balasan disana kelak. keikhlasan dalam bekerja adalah pahala..

enough of the preach.. hehe.. the whole event ended at 1230 am. we have to get back to tampines and we reached there at 130 am. i got home at 0200 hrs. fuyoo!! penat giler!! then it's sleeping time... zzzzzzzzz

1st September 2005

even though i slept late yesterday night, i woke up early. wow!! mr shah is working today. where does he gets his energy ya? i salute to him la..

went to Buona Vista to collect my O level cert. the cert for O Level 2003. hehe.. the person in charge said that MOE only keeps the uncollected cert for a year only. so they gave me print out that costs me $10. it's not the same as the cert itself but still a relevent document.

upon collecting, my mother, lil bro and me decided to go to Geylang to eat. since morning i have not had any meal. while waiting for the bus, a group of undergraduates from NUS alighted a bus.. here is the best part... jeng jeng jeng..

a malay guy, very handsome looking, have a great build and height is going to alight.. i've spotted him coz among all he was the one paling menonjol la orang kata.. he alighted and looked straight at me.. i was stunned and speechless. his face was so heavenly. i mean like an angel sent from above. Subhanallah! he walked but still looking at me, at last he smiled.. frankly, he has the sweetest smile!! he walked and our eyes are still locked at each other and he nearly bumped into a pillar. yikes!! mummy had to pat me to bring me back to reality. i was like star-strucked. if i am not attached, i would have the chance to get to know him.. hehe.. but mummy reminded me that i have hamza. and she said to be truthful to him.. not to worry, my heart & soul is still forever with hamza. but that guy was like being sent from heaven.. i'm in **** haha!!!

Rona merah pipi mu
terukir jelas di wajah mu
diam membisu ku ingat
senyuman manis walau sesaat

okay,iza.. remember you have Hamza...

baby, i'm sorry that i looked at other guy. but as if you don't. but not to worry sayang, you are always in my heart.

then went to kak ayu's place to help her with her assignment. then head on to meet jennifer to get hamza's mmc card. it costs me $58. it's okay..

then we proceed to masai for dinner. had a fun time there with lots of laughter. Shahrul, pasement kape?? potek dee betul2. haha!!

now back at home blogging.... wondering what to wear for work tomorrow.. Gosh!! my assembly!!! darn it man.

SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you looked extremely handsome & stunning today. coz you shaved.. i like!!!

sealed with a kiss
2:30 PM