today is the 1st day of him working another job. terasa berat sekali hati ini nak lepaskan dia kerja.. but fikirkan dia, nak tak nak, dia kene kerja dua jugak.. hmm.. harap2 tau la dia jaga diri kan..
setelah berfikir2 kenapa aku dan dia asyik bergaduh selalu, i've come to a conclusion.. that it's just myself. i am the one who is always causing trouble in this relationship. i am too commited to this relationship until i forgets the most important thing, that is called LOVE. i am too afraid to let him go. and he, he has done his part to fulfil my needs. i need him by myside every min every second and he did just that. all the sacrifices he has done for me.. i still remember...
he quits his airport job just because that he's schedule is not to my favour. meaning that he feels that we might meet less if he were to continue working there. the longest period of time that we did not meet selama setahun lebih kita bersama ni is say 3 days aje..
he works at samar cafe only coz he can picked his schedule. i still remember his working hours during my course days last year, he will starts his work @ 11 pm and he will picked me up to work everyday.. isn't he sweet??
and when i thought that when he's serving NS we might not meet each other for a period of time, once more we were saved by the love cupid. he gets to go back home everyday meaning that i can meet him every single day and go out with him every single weekend. how grateful i am..
and now is the only time that he wants to work double and i started to nag.. fikirkan pengorbanan dia selama ni, i really feels he need his own life too. jadi, asalkan dia tau jaga diri, aku tak kisah.. cuma fikirkan penat dia aje.. keluar rumah everyday kul 730 pagi pergi kerja NS, balik kul 645, tunggu buka terus kelua kerja. start kul 8 sampai 2 pagi. dia kene bangun pagi lagi lepas tu.. kesian kan sayang iza tu.. weekdays pulak tu kerja gini.. dunno la...
BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
genap 24 tahun yg lalu, lahirlah seorang bayi yang bernama Anwar Bin Mohamed Yunos. tidak pernah ku dapat lihat wajah abang ku itu.. kerana dia juga mengalami nasib yg sama seperti adik kesayanganku,Dzul.. dia juga pergi menyahut seruan Ilahi.. semoga roh abang dicucuri rahmat.. dapatlah abang dan adik menolong ayah dan mama di akhirat kelak. iza teringin sungguh melihat adik beradik iza penuh berkumpul bersama. ternyata yang Maha Esa lebih menyayangi kamu berdua..berbahagialah kamu berdua di sana..
sealed with a kiss
11:15 AM
