Different faces of me

Sunday, March 19, 2006

as i'm writing this post.. i'm actually missing my friends dearly.. friends from my secondary life till my work colleague.

yesterday, i dreamt of my best friend in school, Syahida.. told her about it. in school, she's like a sister to me. i always confide in her if i have any problem. we will have our recess together.. but sadly, we have to parted ways..

i have loads of dear friends in school.. but where are thou? aku rindu la.. whenever i'm alone, i will reminisce the moments we had together in school. how we skipped school just to act in our self-made movie, how we were reprimanded for throwing a birthday party for a friend in school.. mana tak nye, kita simbah air and basah kan sekolah.. haha! how we were always being the rascals in school.. banyak lagi la..

and everytime i visited my school, i will stand infront of the classroom and as though i've seen us again.. where i'm sitting, where i will always hide my "illegal" things.. and w/o me realizing tears rolled down my cheek. i miss those moments. seriously..

*wiping off tears*

i even miss my guy friends which i .. i dun have a lot. seriously.. i only have about 3 in my entire life?

fir, my bro, my buddy, my confidante.. how he always there for me.. who will always be the 1st person to wish me luck in whatever exams i took. who will be the 1st person to concern if he noes i'm sick.. and so on.. now, i pray for his well-being and all the best in everything he does..

***, my friend.. who i knoe will confide in me in every relationship problems that he had.. i wll be his listening ear.. hehe.. hey, i still remember you treated me ice-cream.. thanks hor! his dreams is to join the police force.. may the force be with you ha..

still, you guys rock! but my bf now rockers! haha!

and last but not least.. my colleagues.. had my dinner with my 2 besties after visiting our mdm in hospital.. i dunno, today after dinner i decided to go home & didn't follow them out.. and as we parted ways, and i'm in the bus.. tears just kept welling in my eyes. i feel like i'm going to lose them soon.. why? i love them.. must they go from me??

*wiping off tears*

so sayang, now you noe what i feel when i always say that i do not want to lose you? coz i hold dearly ppl that have been in & out of my life.. moreover if they are close to me.. and right now, you are the closest person in my life. therefore, if ever you have to leave me, imagine on how my life will be..

and i will never get enough of saying I LOVE YOU to you..

sealed with a kiss
2:35 PM