Friday, May 19, 2006 wah!! busy2 days lately.. chn having their assessments. marking their papers. doing their progress reports. decorating the classroom. haiz, i love this period of time. the stress can actually bond us colleagues at work. 1st lemme check what i need to do and done this week. Chn assessments - CHECKED! marking their papers - CHECKED! filling up their progress report books - CHECKED! awards - CHECKED! progress reports - CHECKED! SLC craft- CHECKED! Task cards - CHECKED! decorating the classroom - halfway done idea web - Pending ( oh..oh.. ) AOM - need to check. this time round, banyak jugak yg aku selesaikan cepat. ALHAMDULILLAH.. sampai kekadang tu mcm tak ada apa nak buat lagi.. haha! seram ni bila meet-parent-session. but best sekali.. last 2 years, kita stay kat kerja sampai kul 10 lebih.. best seh.. masing2 da kene marah dgn mak masing2. aku da kene marah dgn hamza.. hehe.. ingat2 balik, cute sekali.. tak sangka, we mature inside this company. now, everything knows what to do fast. no more last min work.. and today, everybody is being extra sweet to me.. thanks everybody!! and i do mean, everybody.. even strangers. this week, i feel like i'm somewhat some celebrity. hehe.. perasaan sia! well, eversince that i lost weight lately, (walaupun tak banyak) i've been given special "treatment". ok, pandangan lelaki jgn kata la.. ok, dun puke k. coz, i dun like the fact ppl watching me.. it is so uncomfortable down the neck. somehow, i feel jijik with the looks. (though happy jugak) but i came to realise, ppl do bias at a lot of things. kenapa barang yg cantik aje di pandang.. yg indah dipandang, yg indah diperhati.. yg tidak terpampang, itu tak dipeduli.. when i am plump, ppl dun bother to give way to me.. will serve me badly. will honk at me when i crossed the road lambat.. and so on.. they dun even will have a second look at me. but now, ppl actually giving me way, sengaja pulak nak jalan belakang aku.. asal? kalau serve makanan, senyum mcm nak tercabut gigi, sampai tumpah2 kan air, sanggup lap kan pulak.. (ok, mungkin perasan sendiri, that's how they suppose to work mah) kalau kat traffic light tu, dah green light pun tak nak jalan, masih tengok kan.. ku korek bijik mata baru tau. y can't you guys treat all the girls the same? tak kisah la, gemuk ke, kurus ke, cantik ke, buruk ke.. mereka tetap manusia pe.. but Alhamdulillah.. at least i feel good now. cuma, tolong la, jgn la tengok gitu lagi.. well, today, did something terribly nice!!!!! i feel proud of myself.. on the way back with tchr halimah, we boarded the same bus no. 18. kat dlm ada budak nangis.. kesian aku tengok.. still in school uniform lagi.. so i ask la, y you cry dik? dia tak nak jawab, makin kuat nangis nye.. da aku malu, then, dgn perasaan kasih & sayang, aku duduk dekat dgn budak tu, and pegang tangan dia..baru dia nak berbual.. maka nye, budak ni, tertido dlm bas..naik dr bedok.terlajak sampai tampines interchange. then dia naik lagi.. dia takut balik mlm.. da kul 8 dah.. so he keep crying.. kesian aku tengok.. aku tanya la, tinggal mana, bedok reservoir view aje. alah, kampung hamza la kan.. haha! darjah berapa? primary 3. sama dgn adik aku.. kalau la adik aku tu, mmg aku yg nangis dulu.. so i can somewhat rasa apa yg mak dia rasa.. so aku ckap la,tak pe, kakak hantar balik sampai rumah.. baru dia ok. bila kita turun tu, aku hantar la, then nampak ada seorg makcik ni, terkial2 cari org.. that's his mum.. and when mak and anak bertemu, the smiles on their face make me so happy! i actually bring them together again.. seriously, i will be too terrified if my adik tak balik2 jugak.. naluri wanita la eh.. so, i go back, feeling so great of myself.. haha! told hamza about it, and he said that he's proud of me.. awww.. so sweet. kalau aku meninggal ni, senyum seh. and coz of that, aku tak gi repair hp. oh ya, did i tell u? my hp da condemn! the 3230, da condemn maut nye.. sedih seh.. makanye tu hadiah dr dia, hopefully bole la baik balik. nak gi service besok.. anybody nak ikut?? haha! wah!! panjang kan aku tulis.. tak pe la kan... BYE!!!!
sealed with a kiss
1:05 PM
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