Saturday, May 13, 2006 aiyo.. emotional ku dtg balik.. :( //dun mind my crappiness kays// feeling lonely seh hari ni.. i do have my family's company.. but i need HIM. i DESERVE HIM.. but apa dia bikin? bosan la gini kan.. watched dvd, cooked, munched, but do i get him? nak dia la.. *sob* haiz... when duduk dlm bilik sendirian, kept thinking of the ups & downs of our relationship. all the happy times we shared. all the crappiness. how he made me all teary both sad & happy. remembered the times when we had org ketiga, keempat dlm relationship ni.. haha! mcm abby abadi pulak. like i can still stay by him after all the shit. kuat jugak aku ni. i still remembered he told me all about his past. haha! who's the 1st girl he had a crush on. who is the 2nd one. who he goes on his 1st date.. he has been honest with me. that's what makes me love him. sometimes i envy the girls from his past. they got to get his full attention. me? kekadang aje tau. but still, our love is strong. and i kinda get so upset when i know that there's ppl who is wishing to see us break up. like i dun deserve him at all. why eh? as much as i want peace on this world, as much as i want to see ppl happy, i also want ppl to wish me happiness with him. not ruining us. ye la, i'm no beauty.. he's ok la. *ehem, hensem la jugak kan* ppl terpikat jugak kat dia.. Aida, nak senyum kat dia lagi?? hehe.. jadi konon aku tak berhak la dpt dia.. asal? org tak cantik tak leh bahagia ke? bingit seh fikir balik.. but why must i be bingit eh? haha! dah tentu dia milikku..ewah! *iye ke?* nak minta satu aje la.. siapa2 ada niat nak pisahkan kita, lupakan la.. pls, doakan yg terbaik utk kita ok? chill eh kawan2.
sealed with a kiss
11:45 AM
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name: Easmariza
DoB: 25th June (remember it ya)
email: rascalatwork@hotmail.com (msn)
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