hello everybody!! am back from hibernating.. well, thanks for all those wishes and doas for me to keep strong.. and Alhamdulillah ppl, i think your doas been heard by Him.. i am very well happy with my life now..
no more pressures.
no more kongkong from him.
i can spend my money now..
i can catch up with my girls.
we even planning for a chalet for us.. i can't wait!
i can get to know new and interesting guys.
i'm loving my family more.. both family, home and MJ..
thanks for being by my side.. i heart all of you!!!
well, after a conversation with somebody late last week, i'm being awakened from my dreams and said hell, why should i even bother thinking of him when he still thinks of that biatch.. oops! haha! suka hati aku la kan..
my days after that never feel better. and my days are so shiny!! ALHAMDULILLAH! all praises to Him.
now i dun cry over him.. but i laugh for him. hehe.. he's deeply in love with shadows. haha! and dun think i'm going back to him, even if he begs.. for my heart have totally TAWAR for him. his love is so fake..
i know, i'm stupid then but am not now.. i dun mind all the gifts for him.. semua halal org kata.. a day after break up, i can even give him a gift.. a nike slipper whick cost me freakingly 60 bucks. i'm spending on my ex. haha! stoopidito. but neh mind, i feel satisfied.
and i love my girlfriend, AINI.. i love her sia.. she's my best friend after nadiah.. hehe.. talking about Aini, we went for a makeover together.. best seh.. we went to Bridal Couture. it is a fun experience for us.. we enjoyed each other's company..
we made the appointment at 645 pm. but our photoshoot only finishes at 11 pm.. pe lama kita posing.. hehe.. and never i feel satisfied before.. best sgt la this time. different from my previous makeover.. we're intending to makeover again at Johore.. gila eh dua2 ni..
let's see the pictures.
us before makeover..
aini after makeover.. jambu kan? mcm model..
and ya, we took with wedding gown.. best seh! ini la masa nye pakai wedding gown.. kalau kahwin betul2 tak leh..
now gambar aku plak.. jeng jeng jeng.. jgn terkejut.. 
haha! wedding gown seh.. best kan?? siap pegang bunga semua.. haiz.. bila la ada org yg betul sayang kan aku kan? eh, apa ni.. hidup single lagi best oh..
ada lagi gambar nye.. tunggu..
mcm diva senget tak? haha! ada lagi.. aku tgh promote ni..
among all the pictures.. i like this best! mcm ada makna seh.. there's words that can't be described thru this pic.. am i smiling for his lost? or am i smiling just to hide the sorrows.. haha! apa2 la eh...
haiz.. can't wait to go out again with my darlings..
will update again later when i feel like it.. BYE!!!!
today is the 21st.. and ya, suppose it's our 23rd month-aversary.. but hell, i dun think he even remember.. shoots. to think that next month is our 2 years.. blueks!
sealed with a kiss
9:24 PM
us before makeover..
haha! wedding gown seh.. best kan?? siap pegang bunga semua.. haiz.. bila la ada org yg betul sayang kan aku kan? eh, apa ni.. hidup single lagi best oh..
mcm diva senget tak? haha! ada lagi.. aku tgh promote ni..
