Monday, September 18, 2006 hi all.. hmm, what have i been doing eh lately? NOTHING! haha.. that's what i do the whole week.. met up with him only.. which him? him la.. haha!
oh ya, just remembered, HAPPY BELATED ABG MAD!! we duduk2 with him, kak ayu, abg ammar, abg mail and kak aliyah, abg ayub and abg HAMZA..on thursday.. where's the rest of MJ? hilang tanpa berita.. haha..
and that night, i got his msg.. which his? itu la.. i have been avoiding him.. i dunno y i avoid him, he's been nice to me.. but i'm just blind. i just cannot accept him.. it's sad.. seeing someone going away from you and ready to mengalah.. i let him go.. dia sungguh baik.. cuma dia tak akan berubah.. i miss him, i know he misses me even more.. but my heart just didn't open up.
haiz, but i know, he will move on without me.. cuma, aku harap dia akan berubah.. aku doa jgn la dia kembali ke dunia lama dia.. aku tak ada lagi utk nasihat kan dia.. aku tak ada lagi.. dia mesti pincang kan? am i bad????
ada org sayang, aku tolak.. ada org tak sayang, aku tunggu... ok, enuff of that.. i enjoy this carefree life. kelua dgn siapa ku suka.. berbual dgn siapa ku suka.. TAPI!!! aku masih nak DIA!!! haha! giler la aku ni..
suppose to go out seh hari ni.. but cancel sbb ada org tu sakit.. bluek. tapi tak pe, aku jadi anak baik.. masak utk family daging masak kicap dgn sayur peria. best kan? then kita ramai2 makan sesama.. then aku kemas2 rumah, then siap kan minuman ptg pulak dgn jemput2. hehe.. siapa nak masuk minang, aku da pass da..kahwin? lama la lagi..
ok la, nak puasa eh next week? tak sabar!!!
sealed with a kiss
11:56 AM
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name: Easmariza
DoB: 25th June (remember it ya)
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