Different faces of me

Friday, October 06, 2006

hello everyone.. hello bloggie.. how's everyone's doing? good? alhamdulillah.. me? haiz, ntah la nak kata apa..
i dunno what's come into me now, banyak perang dgn org ah.. but this time round, i fight professionally. haiz, u think i like it is it??
ppl have been finding fault with me.. i dunno why.. maybe i'm too good for them. haha!
ok, 1st gaduh kat tempat kerja sendiri, ya, selisih faham.. kene buat kerja org.. and so on and so forth. boring kan gitu.. furthermore, i'm the coordinator seh for that level.. so kalau org cannot communicate with me, susah beb.
then about my KF, i dunno but i find it too political. it has always been us being the black sheep. and now, when i try to stood up and perbetulkan yg salah, kata aku melawan pulak.. TAK FAIR!!
paling aku tak leh angkat apa tau. our main communication source is thru email and any loop msgs must be send to all the committees. but aku tak pernah dpt email ni.. and aku hanya akan dpt bila da akhir2 nye sahaja. so last wednesday, ada la meeting. and on that day, baru la aku tau banyak benda nak kene present kan utk hari tu.. aku pun tak leh terima la sbb aku tak tau menahu kan. so i speak up yg aku tak dpt terima email.. org besar tu bole ckap apa tau, y dun you check with your mdm? eh hello, aku nak kene check dgn mdm? kau buat kelakar kape? mdm aku banyak kerja, tak mcm kau! and aku nak kene check dgn mdm? AM I NOT PART OF THE COMMITTEE???
aku ni mcm teacher2 biasa aje la ye? yg kene dgr aje? kalau gitu baik kelua kan aku dr committee ni kan? da malu ckap aje la da malu.. nak perbetul kan yg salah pulak..
Thank you for your comments and I am very surprised that you wanted the merger to stay as you specifically commented that after seeing the dance you realised that it was 'buruk'.
but mdm, i was giving a COMMENT. but it was a collective comment from the others too. for me, it was just a suggestion that time. but after consulting the teachers and mdm zabedah again, they convinced me with the percussion instruments that the chn are using, it should be good. that is for TAMPINES though.
To my understanding these dance steps was choreograph by you and some of the trs at Hq months ago. Children have been practicing the dance steps for many months and I was initially disappointed by your suggestion not to have the merger but I respected your decision. Its fine if you want to fine tune it cos its for the betterment of the dance but to quote that its 'buruk' I think its too harsh.
mdm, if i was not in proper, as a chairperson for dis yr KF, you should correct me there and then.. bulan puasa kan mdm... hati mau baik & ikhlas.. (katakan yg benar, walaupun pahit) mdm, sorry to say, but the dance was NOT choreograph by ME, i am just following instructions, fyi by the way. it was done by hmmmmmm...
But now you wanted to have it merge again. Fyi, Tr Noni has already made adjustments today according to your suggestion and she has trained the children with the new steps.
ehem, what is my suggestion again? do i ask the teachers to make adjustments? good that WG teachers take it constructively and change the steps like TODAY, (and if they were to change the steps, perhaps they were also agreeing with me.) but as far as i remember, there's feedback about tchrs have not even start doing their done steps when the heads do vetting for the performances. i'm sure in half an hour of practicing (i presume) the children tak akan memahiri sesuatu dance step. correct me if i'm wrong. coz we never know, the chn might have dancing talent in them.
In future, pls discuss whatever issue you have with the trs before you make your own assumption cos whatever decision made there is always a chain reactions. Please consider the input of others.
i realise the mistake and i apologized to you and the rest. but as fast as possible, i rectified the matter and alerted you and the others coz i believe everything made must be transparent.. am i right?
Thank you.
Thank You.
the one in blue.. aku nye reply.. jahat kan aku?
aku tau, ada org yg baca aku nye blog ni mungkin akan bilang dgn org tu, so be it. aku tak kuasa nak layan org yg buat kerja JIJIK & KOTOR! kalau ctr kau bagus sgt, buat la..
merepek aje kan org2 gini.. i really can't stand ppl who talk loud and yet do nothing. aku mmg suka spot org nye mistake. lagi2 BIG mistake. ketawa kan ah apa lagi.. aku tau aku jahat, but these ppl deserve it. PUAS hati aku.
ok so, today aku MC. haha! 2 hari plak tu.. best! tak yah gi course besok.. tadi gi e-ventions utk bayar tix buka puasa bersama MAWI! haha. aku nak jumpa MAWI! da tua pun minat eh. then gi geylang.. beli bunga. cantik.. nak raya la kan.. then balik, membuta sampai ptg.. syiok seh tido. kesian kawan2 kat kerja.. sorry la ye. bangun gi beli makan utk buka plak.
haiz, and i receive sms from sumone asking for my hand.. i'm sorry that i dun accept you. it's hard for me to open up to ppl. susah sgt2. you got qualities. i can see that. and i'm sure that you can find a better girl than me. Amin..
da 2 hati aku "hancurkan". sorry la.. i feel bad you know. ni sume gara2 si dek tu. dua2 ni sayang pulak dgn aku.. haiz.. dunia2..
yg dikejar tak dpt, yg digendong keciciran..
but tak pe, life must go on.. my KF is coming up. mesti focus lebih. . and many commitment lagi.. kalau da confirm lagi satu nye post, aku bilang apa k.. ada org jeles.. hehe.. besok buka puasa dgn MJ!!! yippee!!

sealed with a kiss
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